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Post by christywoowoo on May 20, 2013 17:11:20 GMT -5
I have a problem. 4 months ago I made 7 gashes in my legs through depression and the endless lonliness I feelconstantly. I promised myself I'd never do it again. My scars are almost gone and I've stumbled back into depression. Drawing is no longer a good vent because my art ends up gory and makes me more depressed. I need help. What should I do? Attachments:
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Post by Rust on May 27, 2013 12:00:45 GMT -5
Well; let's start with the basics shall we. What is it that made you do it to begin with?
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Post by christywoowoo on May 27, 2013 15:05:33 GMT -5
Stress, lonliness, self loathing , depression, it just all adds up painfully my parents are completely oblivious to the fact that i have issues....
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Post by Rust on May 30, 2013 17:52:16 GMT -5
Where do you think the stress comes from? School? Friends? Have you ever tried expressing this to your parents or close friends?
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Post by christywoowoo on May 31, 2013 22:39:29 GMT -5
No, they would try to say that I'm a conpletely ungrateful, ridiculous, drama queen. I need better friends... My close friends are these really detatched people that just can't empathize. I'm a mess, 15 and never been asked out or had a boyfrien i,d. O have a hugeself-loathing thing going on..... I disgust myself. It all started I guess when my best friend was dating my crush, I told her it was okay, but I guilted her to death on the side, and well we arent besties anymore..... People dont relatively like me I'm socially awkward,and keep switching back and forth from shy to crazy. Nobody knows anything, but my stupid detatched "best friends"
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Post by christywoowoo on May 31, 2013 22:43:14 GMT -5
And nothing hurts me more than when somone calls me annoying, its only happened thrice, but ot triggers some sort of emotional flood. Its painful
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Post by Rust on Jun 4, 2013 20:07:13 GMT -5
Let me tell you something. I am around your age and never had a boyfriend or a date, I choose not to. That is not anything to be disgusted in. It is not your fault you have detached friends. Words hurt more than anything, I know. You just have to try your best and ignore it.
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